Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law
Ah, it’s you again! Now, how many incarnations does this make it where I have to reincarnate again to teach you in the here and now about the True Self. Try to keep up for I have tried to teach you all this in past incarnations but you dashed off just when I was getting started.
Now try to keep up, the way you see it might not be the way I see it but at least seeing it the way I see it you can see what I see, and now that you know what I know you can study to see whether where I see what you see as I see it has clarity to see what we both see to communicate.
Granted, we might not be on the same page but at least a few of those paragraphs on each page of our position might have some definite parallels. I’m warning that if you are able to advance this far that you will be at Adept Exempt required to create an essay that includes your own school of thought.
Try to keep up, I don’t give two squirts about your True Will when you are a novice! Concentrate on what is a hindrance to your True Self and when the initiation has occurred where you know what you are free from complexes we shall get down and dirty about the True Will. Enough of this preliminary talk about True Will! What you need to strife for first is to shift away from your false self to your True Self. Only then can you make decisions about the True Will where knowing who you really are can work the work of the Great Work working with confidence that those complexes that were imposed upon you from dogma, family or politics or even worse the philosophy of someone else can be decided upon where you do not lie to yourself and end up lying to others.
Sometimes shifting away from such complexes come directly from a nasty father or a troubled mother. Sometimes they come from a family member that has abused you. Sometimes the troubles originate from a bad divorce, the type of college that imposes dogma or politics on you or a family obsessed with genuflect religion where no self esteem is included in its parents to son or daughter conversation.
If your father raped you or beat or screamed at you don’t act like I am going to act like him. Get a life, you don’t think all men are like your father; or a troubled mother? How dare you even think that I would treat you like your father in a relationship!!!
You must observe the reality of what it is like to be a puppet of the thoughts of others where empowerment is so deeply buried that you need to recover from family experiences, a second rate college, or even a bully in your childhood.
What is extremely important to me is none of this broke you! You were hurt but some part of you rebelled and you became a Thelemite and took our Path. You were shaken but not destroyed. You felt pain but you moved on. Well, what are you and who are you? You clearly have aspirations to become what you really are. In the A∴A∴ this is brought up with the concept of finding the nature and power of your being. In the Society Ordo Templi Orientis if a woman is involved she can actually become a Priestess where the issues in religion that have created complexes are resolved easily. For sixteen hundred years the Church has forbade the Priestess and for sixteen hundred years altar boys have been violated and gotten away with it. For centuries the woman has been encouraged to be docile where for a time during the inquisition she could be tortured for being sexually free. For centuries old Aeon religion with its slave gods have encouraged cowardice by turning the other cheek and “fearing God” where you have to get down on your knees to behave like a pathetic slave to some monotheistic God. Indeed, you are not encouraged to think as you will nor self esteem in such outdated protocol, and some idiot once announced that the meek will inherit the earth which is absolute nonsense.
Most certainly, a university that emphasizes the savagery of the Episcopal Church or even worse the sheep like behavior of the Baptist tea party or other insanities of other old Aeon Religion all turn out the same when they leave the university where they seem like freaks to the first rate college which has avoided indoctrinations.
You will not be forced into such dogma with our training where we adhere to the method of science with the aim of religion which dissolves dogma. Most certainly, such stupid superstition as the Church promotes (or any old Aeon religion) is always geared toward the model citizen who (unless they join the military or take up martial arts) are going to be much the same with their behavior which is a breach of linear logic to include it at any university. They are afraid of the consequences of their actions and out of touch with the reality of their True Self. Magicians like Éliphas Lévi who were able to give lectures with dogma have had their time in the Aeon of Asar (Aeon of Asar is more correct than “Aeon of Osiris”) but we are expounding it with New Aeon perspectives and we absolutely recommend you read Duty by the Master Therion whose great master piece of essay will be consistent with some guidelines from this preliminary issue of shifting away from the false self to the True Self. I would be presumptuous to try to explain Duty better than the Master Therion.
Love is the law, love under will